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"My life cant get worse, can it? If it can id love to see it! (figure of speech dont show it to me) So, you people think your life sucks eh? Well I've been thinking, you all have it good. So much is put on me that I cant breathe (litterally, I do have trouble breathing sometimes) plus, I cant even describe myself, like i don't know who I am anymore. My sanity wanes every day, and unless i get help, I will go on an unstopable rampage!"

Your life doesn't 'suck'. It is just going through a bad moment.
Trust me when I say this, for I do not exactly have the best life either...
That saying you have in your post may not be the most reliable one, but I am sure you have enough life ahead of you to try and make it okay for yourself.^^
That is just one of the things I believe, and....that is what i am trying to do now.
I am tired of waiting for my life to get better by itself, so....I am going to try and do it myself.^^

I am not saying that it will be simple to do, but....it is worth a shot, yes?^^