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Have you ever just been angry and not known why?? Ehhhh maybe it's just me. Maybe I'm broken..or maybe there's something wrong and I just won't/can't admit it to myself..stupid nauseating disgustingly selfish and annoying behaviors 'o'mine. I know my family and few friends are really sick of it..and I'm sick of it to. Really I'm sick of alot of things--but as usual I'm not exactly certain what it is I'm sick of. I really do try to smile and be happy but something in me keeps screaming..something inside wants to cause senseless destruction. Something inside want people to hurt. It's like I want everyone to suffer..I don't think that's me. I want the best for everyone..*sigh* I am so conflicted. I'm sorry to everyone who has to deal with me..Lets hope I get better soon. 3nodding