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Bitter Sweet Symphony
I dont get anything at all...is it me? Why did I deserve something like that twice?...I guess Im accident prone to this stuff...I cant think straight, and in overall the beating of my heart stopped beating....why do I even try to open up to anyone h
Happy bday to me? lol yeah right...
In a few weeks my bday will be coming up ...in 2 weeks but I wont tell anyone but some people know so i kinda regret telling them... ....I only know of the date and year cause I put it down on job applications and what not. I seriously dont celebrate my bday...or actually ive never had my bday celebrated at all growing up...no cake, no parties, no presents, no friends to come over, no clown to entertain, no candles to blow out....yep I was one to be forgotten ....hasnt changed really...its kinda like christmas only I have to give presents, and gain nothing in return..maybe its better off that way *shrugs*

This year will be different....lol yeah right I know ill get some bullshit promise and end up celebrating nothing and then be remembered 2-3 weeks afterwards "....oh by the way happy late birthday..." Thats all I hear.....Ive crossed the point where I gave up on celebrating my date of birth...nothing says I love you then being forgotten






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TombRobber13
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commentCommented on: Mon Jun 13, 2005 @ 02:13pm
scream That's not right! scream
crying You need to be appreciated crying
4laugh *Hugs Crazi8s* 4laugh


commentCommented on: Mon Jun 13, 2005 @ 03:13pm
My birthday was always the same. I didn't get celebrated. My dad would sometimes leave me a present in my room that my mother would have known nothing about. That's about all. If I didn't have crap for a memory I would remember what date you told me it was and I'd make sure to celebrate it. I know you told me once before but I apparently didn't file it away in the spot of my brain that actually keeps information. If you don't tell me again, I'll just make you a birthday card everyday until I'm sure it had to have passed :p

*hugs tight* I know how it feels. I care about your birthday.



BlackStar111
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