Dear Daddy, heart
Hi Daddy, its me, your little one.
Usually in a hoodie, jeans and a bun.
Just writing to say,
I miss you, I love you and Ill be back one day.
I dont know where Ive gone,
But trust me I wont be long.
I just thought theres something you should know,
Its something thats kinda hard to show.
Daddy I love you with every breath,
And its been kinda' hidden before Mom left.
I know you knew,
The love I had for you,
But never like this,
Never in a million would I trade your kiss.
I feel bad because you never knew why I cried.
Im sorry because I always lied.
I told you I cried cause I was sick in bed,
But really I was sick in the head.
Not sick as in a mental case,
But sick of being here in this place.
Not even sick of this place but sick at it for you,
Sick to my stomach cause you never knew.
Whenever I had to see you cry or be sad,
It made me sick so that made me mad.
I never really told you did I,
Why I wanted to leave my school, why I got high.
No I didnt, not one word other than Nothing Daddy, its okay,
I made it through school again today.
Im afraid it would break your heart to see me cry,
Come home broken and wishing Id die.
Never would I want to do that to you,
Thats why you never knew.
Xxx_Isilly_Neon_Panda_Xxx Community Member 
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