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Will this last for a Forever?

The wish, the thought, a hope that I sought
Wondering and at loss, afraid of what the most
Can give, can take, yet I live always awake
And aware, always aware of what isn't alive, and what scares
Me
I can't believe in the madness, the chaos, I must have faith
If only for a day to spend in the rain, far, far away
I can see, and I reach
Ever forward, looking, always backward
To the difference, to the ignorence
And wondering if it was real, if what I feel
Can be described, or are the things he enscribed
Upon my heart fake, is he just a flake?
Does his heart beat to mine, or will he be lost in time?
I don't know, so unsure, and wantint sun instead of snow
I can't stop reaching, or believing that he will always be the only thing
My only thing, my one, my heart, my soul, my secound wing
In strong arms that protect, perfect
If only for a day, not to fade
And not to wonder will this last for a forever?