My life seems to be only drama, so here I present to you....my drama updates ^.~
Jesus H Christ!
Ok so ya...school = hell. It's 3 weeks into the damn year and I am already burnt out. This weekend I not only worked my a** off in my free time but at a stupid family party too! I have SO much homeowrk and it all eneds to be done perfectly - I need like 90's...which thereis no way I cna get *tear* Anyways!!! Too much homeowrk..stupid poeple at school pissing me off *twitch* I wish I could kill them all.
I am also trying to spend a lot of time withm y bf which is SOOO freaking hard with school and his school and work >.< But we somehow see each other a lot.
When it comes to next year I have no clue where I am going for uni or if I'll even be able to go...I am stressing out now in highschool..send me off to uni and I am sure I'll blow my brains out >.< Bascially I am looking into getting some meds ot help me...my social worker has been saying I need drugs for a while now but I somehow mangaged tolive without them..I won;t be able to this year...and NO WAY will I be able to go through uni without a lot of help - it is going to be SO hard.
And then I start thinking..wait - why stress out? Likes bring death on early and relax! Sadly...that would suck since I wouldbe leaving behind everyone I care about..and my kirky x.x Ohhh wel..what to do?
Check List -load gun -get bullets -shoot up school