Day in and day out the struggle I endure just to see a smile to see something new begin to bloom
a water lily buried in my breasts waiting to be fed the warmth of your gaze to bloom into a pure white sun
But you deny the lily you deny me the chance to feed the labour of my heart
I only ask of you to listen me, to speak to me to trust me to show me even slightly that you care
I didn't ask for you to lie to me to decieve me to manipulate the way I feel to play me like a game
The harder I try to show you that I'm here the more you tell me you just don't care
Or maybe I'm just getting this all wrong maybe you do this inspite of me?
How am I to believe how you feel?
I'm confused! does your "yes" mean "yes"? does your "no" mean "no"? Give me a straight answer!
Is this really a White Lily?
TearsofBlood · Mon Sep 17, 2007 @ 04:27pm · 0 Comments |