I'm not going to go into much detail, but I've been feeling more and more lonely, lately. Anyone who knows me personally may have noticed my kind of depression, but it's just because I need more friends. Or, just friends that would spend time with me outside school. It's like they forget I exist outside of school. No one calls, no on IMs me, no one tries to make plans, no one does anyhting. I'm just sick of having to try to keep the friendships going myself. I lost muh two best friends because they went off and got themselves boyfriends, and forgot I was here. I know that's how it goes, but I need friends that won't do that...I need someone I can trust to try to contact me for once, not always me. I know, I'm complaining, and I hate that, but that's what this journal's here for, right? Anyway....I guess I'll go. No use boring you with the truth. I'll continue to pretend nothing's wrong until I'm about 30 and finally die of a fatal nervous breakdown of every emotion I've ever felt since I was 12. rolleyes ninja neutral
 Kendall1 · Sat May 28, 2005 @ 02:59am · 1 Comments |
