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Life is going down the drain. One of my best friends is having a hard time with his family...my boyfriend hates me now because I haven't talked to him in forever. He knows I've been ignoring him, but doesn't understand the reason why. I need a bit of "me" time. Things are making me a bit nervous and aren't helping my mental state any.

I'm worried about my best friend; I haven't heard from him in a while.

Although I do love my boyfriend, I'm still in love with my ex-boyfriend. I know, very cliche, but unfortunately that's how it is. It's times like these I wish I was a guy.
Why? Various reasons that I'm ashamed to admit, even in my most private of journals.
(Nothing perverted by the way so get your mind out of the gutter! Seriously)

I wish...I just wish sometimes I could literally just forget about everything.

Heh. Gaia should try and be a bit more like .hack//sign and make their games completely virtual... emo