Ok so I've come to realize something that angers me greatly. When I'm not with Krik I turn back into that stupid depressed girl that I hate. It angers me since I should I shouldn't be that dependant on my bf...it's not fair to him and it's a bad thing or me. Like our love is a good thing but not how badly I need him...at least I think? I honestly don't know what to believe anymore >.<
I love him more then anything and yes I'm gonna stay with him through anything...but I know there are some things I would leave him over (the normal cheating and beating me up lol which I know he won't do anyways razz ) so I know he isn't like controling me but I'm concerned as to why I need him so much...I mean normally poeple don't get depressed when they're not with their loved one - right?! I just don't know...I love him and I'm staying with him but I guess I need to try and not need him so badly to stay happy? >.<; I dunno what to think.
Tama is in my Soul · Sat Aug 04, 2007 @ 04:33pm · 3 Comments |