As for my #1 reader...well Spazz has been reading about my random s**t since I had a different avi LOL You're my second but just as important reader Taff ^.~
Ok so I am getting really worried cause lately my moods have been changing like MAD. I've talked to my social worker bout it but he's like if it's not effecting your life big time try not to worry about it (casue I seem to get stressed easily lately lol). And now I think it is starting to effect things...cause I scream at people for nothing...start crying for no reason..and I am being very violent lately >.< I mean...like...VERY. I feel sooo freaking bad after the fact but while I'm doing it all i want to do is cause as much pain as possible and I find it so much fun and it is PISSING ME OFF. The main scary thing is I CAN'T control it..I've tried but when I change my mood it stays that way until I change again..it sucks being happy then pissed then sad in like a matter of 10 minutes O.O
Tama is in my Soul · Wed Jul 18, 2007 @ 01:52am · 3 Comments |