My mom works at a hospital, and i spend alot of time up there, just watching the people walking by hocked up to IVs and riding in wheel-a-chairs. i've watch people waiting for news of a love one. i've seen people crying in the arms of a love one and i knew that the new was not good. but i always watched quietly with out a word waiting for my mother to come and get me. and every time i see a sick little kid or a person walking with a help of a love one cause they are to weak to do it them self. I wish i could do something for them, to take their ills from them, to make them heathy once more. so they can return to the lives they once had.before their heath was taken from them. but im just humen, i cant do anything but watch and hope...but every time it was someone i dont know i was watch ...
today my mom told me that my uncle Rick has liver and colon cancer. i knew he wasn't feeling good but everyone thought it was just his Gallbladder acting up. and that it was just going to be an easy fix, that he'd change his diet and have to take some pills and be all better..but thats not the case ...it makes me feel even more useless, being humen, being unable to do anything but hope and pray for the better.
it doesn't help that uncle Rick is almost like a Second father to me, he and my Ant use to watch my brothers and my when we where little. he use to do magic tricks they when i was little where so cool and now that im older, he'd show me all the bird picture he's taken he's the one that got me in to bird watching you can say.
i know im feelinf useless, upset, lost, sad, mad, and a world of other emotions. and he's just my uncle ... i can't help but think about how my cousins are feeling, their dad has cancer, some of my cousins have little kids, for them grandfather has cancer, i feel sorry for them all and i wish i could do something more to help...i most likely be watching my Second cousins alot. so that my cousins can be at their dads side their this hard time. so atleast im help a little.
Please pray for my Uncle Rick and his family ...
ill mostly up dated once i have more news good or bad
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My grandma died about a year ago, and I still feel a bit sad. It's hard, I know. She was really close to me since my dad brought her in, and my family had to take care of her. Life can be tough and sometimes a bit cruel, but we just have to look on the bright side of things, you know? I really hope your uncle makes it through. I think he will. I'm so sorry that happened though. I just hope he gets better, and you are definetly NOT useless. If you really want to help him, be there to support him all the way. There is nothing more important than the ones you love there by your side.