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Sometimes I feel that none of my friends care about me, like I don't matter. I see them doing specail things for other friends, just to show the other one they care. I go out of my way so often just to let a friend know I care. Go see them and say hi while they at work, not just cause I was there, but just because they are there. I drove across town today and waited in pizza hut, till my friend wasn't busy just to say hi. She asked what I came to get, and i said nothing just to say hi to you. We talked and were gonna hang out tonight, so I waited in my car off at a park till she was supposed to get off, well they needed her to work longer. I waited another hour, nothing. Finaly I text her asking her if she was off, and she had been off a while aparentlaly and went with other friends, while I waited to go get her, long after she was gone. Maybe I'm wrong for wanting friends to go out of their way for me, and it is just something I do for them that isn't normal. -sighs- either way tonight stunk.