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a question without an answer
Normal, boring, average life I want to be someone I want to act like something I’m no one I’m not depressed I’m not happy. Why can’t I be someone cant I have a B.F cant I be happy cant I well I’m not the only people that love me are family they really don’t have a chose I want to discover things I want to be recognized for who I am not for what I look like but all people care about is looks why cant it be talent oh no all the good looker have talent and that is recognized because their pretty why am I not pretty why am I not talented why cant I be a star why cant I seem to be happy I act like a b***h I hate myself I say great things to people in need but cant use my own advise for my self like you cant love any one if you cant love your self I say that but I cant seem to use my advise I’m doomed to wander endlessly looking for something I’ll probably never find people will say she is depressed but that is a word for a feeling what is a word what is a feeling that is the word of 13 year old there are technical words for those phrases but I don’t want to hear them cozz there not the answer there just more words and feeling how can you under stand more words and feeling if you don’t understand them any way why do people expect me to understand why I’m a simple girl with a average life I’ll become a average worker a average person no adventure I wish someone could just come and pick me up and take me away from this average world of feelings and words why do I need to understand why do I need to be normal I’m stuck as a wonderer for eternity wondering looking ,listening ,hoping for a new tomorrow until I find the answer I’m looking for laughter what is it no you cant give me an answer it is me who will not no I’ll be the question with no answer the infinites of the question with no answer is an unanswered question .the missing part of a puzzle that is lost from the senter of its belonging. The thing they call alone is a feeling that I find unanswered does it mean to be by your self or to be sad to have no belonging what these are words the say help you understand I find them so say les then you want them to or to say to much they have no purpose other than to under stand but when you don’t there just funny lines on a piece of paper.
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