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Lalalalalala...
So Semi was cool. Lots of y'all gettin' all dolled up and that jazz. Ya looked pretty. wink Pics, akward couples dancing, chocolate fountain..... Yeah, real like Paris. rolleyes It looked like they just hung up trashbags on the walls. I won't complain though, because of my raffle prize. Can someone say ******** YEAH?!?!?! I mean, 25 ******** dollars to ******** Borders? Am I DREAMING? I've been broke for so long, I don't know how to react...... crying
Oh. Randi. You know your cell phone bill? Did you call them all people and just try and clear it up by using the excuse of "teenager........"? 'Cuz I think unlimited texting is only five more bucks or something..... My dad said they might understand. But you've probably already thought of that.....Hm......
BLEAH!!!
Why was everyone crying? Besides Erin, Dom, and Shelby moving away, there was nothing to be sad about! It confuses me. Sometimes I don't get humans....... Whatevah. Do what you want.
More more more......
Soccer games for the Coastal Challenge. The first team, some Vermont girls, beat the s**t out of us. Must have been like, 0-2 something. Then the ball comes off Grace's foot wrong and I'm at the other side of the goal and she kicks it in. Ouch. That must have been a huge Emily b***h-slap to the face of her ego..... But I do like Grace, even if you all don't. She tends to be very kind towards me. It's the soccer truce, I tell ya! During the first game some girl kicked the ball to forward in front of her and I slid down on my knees and scooped it up. The little whore swore and then nailed me in the knee before the half ended. And she was at least six feet away when I took the ball. She hadn't even wound up to kick it. She did it on purpose. emo It hurt like ******** hell. I pulled on my reserve so people would stop asking me if I was okay and bunted the ball only to have the ref call half. Great.
Next game............Freeport. This must have been the first time we lost against them. Everyone was tired and only a few were actually trying. Every time they danced through the defenders, it was one on one with me. All I could really do was come out, wait for the shot, or dive at their feet. Which I did a lot. Again, ouch. Opening the cuts on your knee again and again doesn't feel to peachy. I'm not saying that my playing that game was perfect (it was veeeeeeeeeery far from it) but could some of my people at least TRY?!?! All they did was wait for the ball and when it didn't come to their feet, they walked to it. They ******** WALKED!!!!!! So the other team grabbed it and shot on me. Again. And again. Once a girl was coming down the field and one of my defenders STEPPED OUT OF THE WAY. What the ******** is going on in that head of hers? No one ever dropped back. As soon as Freeport beat me, they casually jogged into the inner goalie box and shot it safely while I scrambled and ran again and again and again after them. I don't know the end score. I wouldn't be surprised if it was around 0-6 or 0-7 though. And then the coaches are being all annoying and telling me not to "take it to heart" and s**t. ******** that. How can I NOT take it to heart when my best is never good enough? It's always second rate. Mediocre. Normal.
That was a big rant......
Does anyone know what's going on today? I have dialup, remember. Someone needs to sign on and tell me! Movies? Randi's game? AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!! I'm so LOOPLESS!!!!!!!!!!!!! crying crying crying crying