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Well, I was happy...but I always seem to start thinking about Annie. She made me the happiest out of all of my exes. Truth be told, I loved her and still love her. I don't think my feelings will ever change toward her...she says she still feels strongly toward me...but what does that mean? She's got a date tonight with somebody at Eastern...When she said date...it kind of felt like my hopes had been ripped from my mind and heart and scattered across the world...I miss her so much... Something always seems to go wrong. Baseball practice went well today...I only missed 3 our of 40 pitches at batting practice. I threw well when I was playing catch. I'm feeling really good physically, but will this depression ever go away? Is there no one out there to make it go away? I need a girl who can help me forget this ache. They say some things come when you least suspect it...I haven't been suspecting or anticipating anyone for a long time...When'll someone give me something. Oh well, at least I graduate soon...Eastern Illinois University is goin to kick a**.