I responded. I tiled my head yet still confused on what he was getting at. “Well….can I ask you something extremely important to me”. I nodded and he pulled out a small black box kneeling on one knee. What is he doing its not….what I think it is….is it? No….if it is……I shall say yes…..staying with the one I love forever… no stop thinking everything could work out for you please stop….dreams don’t come true!! He lifted the box closer to me and opened it revealing a black diamond ring with a small rose frozen inside of it and smiled lovingly. “Kanami Chan….Will you marry me?” I smiled my heart began racing and with my short breathe I still was able to whisper “Yes!!” unable to breathe in excitement Kanami was lifted into Vincent’s arms ever so gently holding her and spinning her after slipping the ring on her finger. He gently let her to her feet with a big smile. “Th…Thank you….so much Vincent-Kuun” oh what joyous day….what lovely wishes what lovely dreams…that come true. For once….I am….happy…thank you…so much my love. Vincent smiled and held me tightly kissing my forehead. “No Problem” he whispered then walked me towards my room and lets me lay down so he can lie next to me. He smiled a bit more lifting his hands to mine and letting my rest my head on his chest. Thump…Thump. The repeated sound of his heart beat kept me from thinking that this was all a dream. His arms truly held me. I smiled as he whispered soft words in my ears making my heart flutter and myself to blush uncontrollably.
Vincent’s Soft Words
Poem…
There are times when I simply want to hold you.
Wrap you in my arms, close my eyes,
Feel your warmth, your heartbeat against my chest,
The moistness of your breath against my neck,
The butterfly tickles of your lash against my skin.
With each indrawn breath I take your essence in,
Absorb it and weld it to my soul, to refresh
And carry that renewed essence, so purely you,
With me throughout the day.
Sometimes it's like a hunger from which
There is no escape, a need that naught but you
Can fill or give relief, a banquet of delights
That so fills me and set the world to right,
But without, almost sets my teeth on edge,
Puts my day off kilter, gray’s the sky, blots the sun,
Sends bitter winds to chill my spine, and rain
To hide the hungers tears falling from my eyes,
Like drops of blood falling from my aching heart.
In years gone by, as a younger man,
Before knowing you, before I came to know
Your love, and what total love can truly be,
I could not have felt, let alone have said
These simple words of cherished love to you,
For they are of a different passion that I did not know,
And had I known, would have thought less than manly.
My passion's fire still rages in its need, but from you
I have learned a sweeter essence to that passion, in that…
There are times when I simply want …to hold you.
I looked up at him smiling and whispered “My one and only….Vincent-Kuun”. He smiled back and replied “My one and only Kanami-Chan”. We looked into each others eyes speechless about the love that shined.
Chapter Three: Heartfelt Passion’s!
Oh the joy! What I say and do now is all for him….always for him all….love and passion! I give him my heart, soul, and body!
I lifted up and kissed him lightly. He held me up to him kissing back. …oh what soft kiss leading passion too far oh what else may I give? I can not mess this up! I smiled softly at him eyes filled with love. Slowly I leaned near his neck nuzzling against his shoulder lovingly. He smiled more and rested a hand on my head stroking my hair gingerly running one hand up and down my back gently. I lightly kissed his neck and shifty a bit to be a little easier for him
Listening to his steady but soothing heart beat. I slowly slipped out of his arms brushing some of his black hair out of his face and rest my hand against his cheek. “I hope you like my gift for you my love” I whispered then walked towards Rekashi’s room and making a few meals for him I didn’t know how long I would be gone. Minutes later I was gone no scent or way to trace me left behind I had to find her to become her. I appeared about 15 minutes later sitting criss cross on a mountain meditating. I have to fine her scent or her aura then I can do one of the spell Krea Krea-chan taught me. Just a few more seconds….come on now….Aha I got her….now to get me there…. I whispered a chant and appeared underground in a dark cave. A soft wind blew causing shivers down my spine but I still went further. I walked along a river and came to its end Lucrecia standing so peaceful her hands together and frozen holding a necklace with a ring on it. It must have been from Vincent Kun…I Hope….he…Will be fully happy… I sat in front of her holding my hands together. “Kyikou Sawna Metsikou” I whispered softly a glow surrounding both her body and my own lifted us in front of one another. Here…goes nothing… Both of our bodies’ clashes in a sort of fusion they caused my life and mind and all my feelings go into her body mine resting in my own soul. I stood there….as…her…his first love…Lucrecia...with a smile. I stood tall and disappeared to Vincent gently lifted her hand to his face. “Wake my sweet love...” her voice was soft yet confident. His eyes opened as he yawned softly lifted a hand to hers and blinking his eyes. “Lu…Lucrecia? Is that you? Could this be?” he asked frantically staring into her soft hazel eyes. “Yes…I was saved by a young woman to come back and be with you…I’m sorry…for our past…” she whispered softly. His eyes quivered with tears as he pulled her into a hug. So much sadness in her hear and in his. Why…so much tears…. Her emotions were starting to take over. Its…for the better if he doesn’t sense me at all… “Lucrecia….thank you for coming back….” He stuttered. Lucrecia nodded leaning her lips to his softly brushing them against each other. “I will always love you...” she murmured. Vincent whimpered under the pressure of her love and Kanami’s tears filled his eyes fearing he would lose both of them. Kanami….why….why are you not here…why aren’t you making this easier…..why aren’t you here with me…..to be…just us…is this pain not enough….scorn me…id rather be scorned than to make this choice….Kanami and Lucrecia….Help me…please…I don’t….I’ve been threw enough torture, haven’t I?. Lucrecia looked at him taking over the body fully. “Finally this body is mine…”she smirked pulling from him. He stared at her with a glare. “Whose body was it?” Lucrecia lifted a picture Kanami drew of them together. “Just some little kid, Vincent you really thought I’d come back without staying” she glared. “And stay with you…get out of your little fantasy” She Snickered. He glared eyes turning pure blood red. “YOU HURT KANAMI!!” He yelled grabbing her arms tightly. She smirked. “Was she really that important Vincent?” He growled shaking her tightly. “I Loved her…I still do…more than I ever could have loved you..” he admitted
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~Trying to find my way back to you, I only left for her...~!
~Trying to find my way back to you, I only left for her...~!