Yo Rai here. I'm bored and at my cousins beach house. It's very boring and I feel like killing myself because of it. *sighs* I'm so useless at points like these. Peoole may say I'm a very happy type person, but to tell you the truth I'm not. I only act that so they wouldn't worry. So now you know one thing I wouldn't tell to the world. I bet when my friends read this they'll think different of me. I don't really care actually. I really don't. I have thought to myself maybe having friends was making me fall apart. But part of that is wrong. Maybe I picked the wrong friends...or....they just wanted to use me. Mostly my friends use me. I really don't care anymore if they use me. I don't. It doesn't really matter. I just know now that I shouldn't have friends from the very beginning. Maybe I wouldn't have to go through this anymore. Maybe....but one day...this will happen to me....with no friends and e being all alone.. Well I'm bored and I need to go out since my parents are telling me to...and I don't want to but have to. So I'll write soon when I'm bored again or when I get back.
~*Rai*~
 X P 4 N D 4_C H 4 N X · Thu Apr 05, 2007 @ 12:25am · 1 Comments |
