It feels good to finally admit that. I've always said I was fine, even when I wasn't. I've always said that everything would work out for the better, even when I knew it wouldn't. I'm not okay. Dr. Rosario says I've been trying to bring Rowe back for a long time now, even if I didn't realize it. I let her look through my Gaia journal, and she said she recognized traits in my character, Reckless, as Rowe's. Subconsciously, I've been asking him to return. It's a scary thought. I've been easing him back into existence through my stories, trying to accustom myself to having to deal with his apathy and mood swings. How strange.
 Bleeding Apocalypse · Thu Mar 17, 2005 @ 10:39pm · 1 Comments |
