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im so damn lonely lol, here i go again whining. going to have to start a new work out routine, i want to be firmir, but stil b soft to touch. and do it even if my head ois killing me or am having virtigo. i plan on kidnapping my friends soon, lol, wow, im sad, tho im prob to lil to pick em up lol, im almost going mad because lack of, well geezezerz, y am i going on bout that in here! mam or tad could read this, oh nooooz, they will figure it out!! jk, never they b me mam and me tad thas all. gawd its been so long sionce ive had coke, its so addictive!! oi need coke so badly id sel;l my kitty litter 4 some coke. wait, lol, i mean coke the drink -.-, im hardly a drug addict, and kitty litter is meaning im joking, coke is just syrup with lil bit liquids, and yet i can talk bout it in my journal, wow i have no life lol and beer is fatning! vodcas made from beer, i seen it on discovery. whisky i think or rum makes u either a very angry drunk, or a sad one. when i was 18 drank half a bottle, like 3 ltr bottle of either one. cuz i was like, im drinking it, and its not effecting me, wth, so i drank and drank thinking, wth, then halfway, it hit me, omg did it ever!!!! it takes time 4 that crap 2 effect u, dont drink it, lol, drunk b4 i went to new years party, then they picked me up and i was the life of the party. drinkings baaaaaaad!! we were exchanging christmas gifts, afterwards i picked up this beautiful white ty beanie baby and was like, ohhh its so soft, i wish i got this, and petted it, aparently it was mine, and my friiends treated me like a sad kitty, lol, it was relaxing, every1 was cooing in my ear saying its ok, aww ur so sweet, and the petted my head like rl rp playin, its not half bad really. but drinking is!! thenn wen i became level headed, we were bout to go to bed, i drank bout a gallon of water then took a pill. when u drink u go to the bathroom bouth 3 times every hour lol, i dunno, but u go alot. im so bored that im writing about somthing that hapened a long time ago. drinking isnt fun, its dull and makes ya stupid, i was lucky cuz i was with good friends that long ago i pushed away. blah, i could go on, my past i could write 20 messed up novels just abot my grade school years. anyone ever read oh i forget her name, she wrote pedles in the wind , if there b thorns, children in the attick, other books, like tons of books, but they r always screwed up, and incestual, no none in my life, thats bloody desgusting, ow ow owwwww my fooot, its asleep, wake up damn u, WAKE UP!! nuuu nu nuuu go back to sleep wahhh sleeeeep. crying i hate that! i think all this is quite boring so i will end it, to think, i used to write to ppl like this, lmao, poor poor old friends lol.
 lil_qt_cat1 · Sun Feb 18, 2007 @ 12:15am · 0 Comments |
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