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Pause for a moment and think of a few songs you would least expect to hear at a mall on a Tuesday night. I'm talking rock or something, and not oldies. More recent. Think hard! Got a list? Okay, well, keeping that in mind, here's what happened.
So choir was performing at Lakeside. Only my parents decided they wanted to eat dinner in the food court, so OF COURSE we had to get there an hour and a half before I needed to be there. Super-annoyed at being in my skirt and heels, I asked my mom to please please PLEASE get my food because last time I went to CFL, they gave me a puny KIDS MEAL. I'm 16, and tall, for crying out loud! Anywho, I was sitting at a table, waiting for my parents, when I hear very faintly "Call my name..." I have never listened to something more intently in my LIFE. So what was this mystery song that was SO totally unexpected? "Bring Me To Life." My mood improved after that. The song itself is sorta depressing, but it definitely made my day ^_^
Unexpected song, eh? If it's not, well then...I've never heard it outside the Internet, my headphones, and POSSIBLY one very nervous-making car ride (but I don't really remember anything but "Taking Over Me" from that one). But seriously, it was the best thing that coulda happened at that moment. Made me get over my awkwardness in the get-up.
lol, lots of emails from colleges. Lovin' the PSAT. I can't remember when we find out about the National Merit stuff, but I bet I can list a few people who made it. Not that I will ^_^ I've got my own personal opinions of people that aren't always spot on, especially in the intelligence department. But...you know, Ms. Becky, she's still got her eyes peeled, aggravation. She looked at EVERY NAME in the honor roll list when it was put in the newspaper. ACK! That really bothers me. Okay, so my name's on there. whoop-de-do. Not the first time it's happened. But to go looking for other names...HONESTLY, I'd like to tell her to not do stuff like that. I find out about it one way or another. *huggles Rinny*
What the hell is SMU?! WHY CAN'T COLLEGES PUT THEIR FULL NAME ON THE FREAKING EMAILS?! GRR!!!!!!
Ah, so overwhelming! I am not going to be ready for college crying The only reason I really want to go away to college is to just get away. I can't do this whole go-to-school-but-have-to-dodge-around thing. I go the long way to some of my classes just for the sake of SANITY!!!!!!! But I don't do it everyday. I'm lazy sweatdrop
So, yea, college will be EXCELLENT for me. Heh, why do ya think I'm not all weird and completely fixated (not that I am completely fixated on ANYONE at this moment. Cuz I'm not. I got too much manga to read ^_^) on some of my old grade school friends who dislike/hate/don't care about/kinda sorta forgot about/whatev me? I'm not anywhere near them. And when I see them, there's these little awkward moments where we say hello, twitch, then wander off. Those moments are nice. It means I can go for quite a long time without thinking of them. Months. then when I do, it's just a kind of giggle at a funny memory. Or, in rare occasions, it's a nice time for a personal berating, as I usually did something to screw up my friendship w/whoever. But I avoid those moments as best I can and just laugh about the silly stuff.
And ha, I just realized that Ms. Rice PROBABLY thought I wasn't paying attention today in class. WHich is why she randomly called on me. good thing the Shakespeare poem was one of my favs. Though...I woulda preferred to have not had to do the little summary thing of that part. WAH! But he's right: true love IS steadfast and doesn't change so easily. WAAAAAAHHHHH crying This is not good for my brain. I was chasing my thoughts in circles all this morning, and then that didn't help. Plus, Gravitation...DUDE, I cannot read that! Funny as it was...It's just...I haven't got a prejudice against it, but I just can't handle mentions of it. Something about it...people are always being all joking about it, but I hate it when they do. It's this whirling vortex of confusion that just turns my brain upside down. I don't know what's going on in there. Guys, girls...my head spins so much with people in general. Then introduce the concepts of "love" and "liking someone" and I'm so lost. Yet everyone else seems to get along fine with it all. Am I over-thinking things?
Or maybe I'm not. Not thinking would lead to a not-nice mistake. SOOOOO not going there.
"Don't turn out the light"
~nepie
 nepie · Wed Jan 31, 2007 @ 03:52am · 2 Comments |
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