mm.
Blasting music. Good for...whatever I'm feeling.
Thinking about what happened in the FFW thread a week or so ago. Thinking about what everyone said. I know I should fix it. Y'know the whole anorexia crap.
And I'm working on it. Whatever. It'll be fine.
'The Middle' is playing now. hm. Bringing bitter-sweet conflicting emotions to my head. Nas had told me that was my song a bit ago. He was right. Now though...it still is.
I feel like I'm at a cross-roads in my life. Everything was good for like...3 weeks. No crying. No cutting. Starting to go eat again. It felt good...
I dunno whats happening. The other day someone said/did something I wasn't the fondest about. It's their choice though. Whatever. I've done my morning.
It doesn't all feel alright again though. Which sucks to put it plainly. But you have to remember the good times, right?
I'm debating how much I'm gunna be on the computer from now on. I think I might slowly cut back a little. But not like totally.
Blah.
No more emotional stuff.
On a happy note:
Die called me the other day. It was good.
And Puru pur got me my angelic scarf that I've been after for like...
2 weeks >>;
heart
Everyone must luff Puru.
For she is the rockiest of all rockers.
And so is Moo. heart
Thats all for now.
Happy Birthday Nas. And bye.
 angel08 · Mon Feb 21, 2005 @ 09:18pm · 1 Comments |
