ok so this has absolutely nothing to do with the title since summer goes bye bye in september... although it is a very good song by this a-mazing local ohio band, viadora, though... oh yeah right back to the main subject... hahah my brain is so off task right now... go aim... hahah anyways... well i'm supposed to be drawing my manga or writing or doing something productive... instead i'm sitting my a** on this contraption distracted by... oh nevermind then... bum... hahah ok anyway back to what i was originally writing this about... so i went to ri's for new years right?? well we drank and drank and we kissed at midnight... and then we kept drinking until like 3 am and then we passed out for about an hour and then he took me home.... well since i was extremely intoxicated i didn't think to much into it until the next day... i mean i know i'm attracted to ri... so i kissed him of course... but he kissed me back... so either he was realli intoxicated or he has feelings for me too... so ri and i had a nice little chat yesterday about it... although nothing was realli resolved... we know now that we both have feelings for each other... but we don't know what to do... he doesn't want to mess up what i could have with one of the people i've been crushing on for a while... and his ex boyfriend is trying to get back with him and i realli don't wanna get inbetween that... especialli when his ex tried to sleep with me while him and ri were still together... so yeah i realli don't wanna be in the middle of that... it's just soo complicated.... but he was like 'i'm taking you out on wednesday' so he's taking me out tomorrow.... i'm nervous... i don't know what we're doing... but i'm excited... then we watched some movies on my couch and then we went to bed.... then today we hung out pretty much all day... and tomorrow we have a "date"... so i mean it's just confusing i guess.... i realli don't know what to make of it all.... i realli do like him a lot though.... ahhh i'm done i'm gonna go do something more productive now... [right like what??] well i am.... realli i am... maybe i should talk to ri... yeah that makes sense... heart
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