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stare Nice. The new year should start out different. But no. Some people just can't change. Others though, they can change. Which is what I am attepmting to do mrgreen Soooooooooo...no Evanescence for 3 weeks (not even Call Me When You're Sober) and I'm goign to be good at school. Both are going to be hard, but I can do it! Um, actually...I've got a few doubts. For one, I have to wait a whole freaking week before I can see about the 2nd one! And I just found a story taht I wrote last year. It was pretty sweet. And this story that I wrote at Rummel T, it halfway came true! Except that it's all medieval and not exact (and it was alot of wishful thinking on my part) (but funny how it sorta happened). That was a kick-a** story. 27 chapters, I think. And I decided it was really boring, so I ended up making the last few chapters really dramatic and whatnot. Near-death experiences, a little espionage~ish stuff, some trickery, a hot, daring prince...and three princesses who will kick some serious butt. Oh, and add in a crazy queen (and I mean cra-zay!) and you've got a good story. I like the characters, but the writing's pretty pathetic. I may make a new story with the same people:
Princess Babe Christine (my person. however, she's completely freakin' stupid. She does this sad smile thing that just drives Katabelle nuts. Because it's just so...defeatist. And in my original story, she convinced Katabelle to turn her in to the queen who was dead-set on making sure she got punished harshly. Like I said, Babe's completely FREAKIN' STUPID. But I love her anyway)
Princess Katarina Arabelle (Katabelle) (she can be a b***h, but she's gotta work at it. And she has a real problem with Babe. Total heartbreaker.)
Princess Elise (she seems harmless, but she's got a bit of an attitude. Total sweety, though, if she likes a person)
Prince Thomas Anthony (the hot, daring prince)
Princess Patricia (who is only mentioned)
Nickie (Babe's best friend. Think Erin)
Chris (in the original story, he seemed like he was just a jealous jackass. But at the end of the story, he really turned out to be a sweety. So he's going to be more of a protector this time around. Because Thomas is always the one keeping the peace. So someone's gotta watch everyone's asses)
So I'm basically remaking the story because Katabelle conceded waaaaaaaaaay too quickly every time she was challenged by someone. For one, she broke down when Thomas, Elise, and Nickie wanted her to stop being so antagonistic to Babe (however Babe was completely content to let it go on. Actually, she WANTED it to continue. stupid stupid stupid).
lol, I'm reading some old stuff, and I'm laughing my butt off at some of it. Especially my honesty policy. Dear me, if I had told my mom who I had been talking to, dear dear dear...I know she would've been slightly annoyed with me. I shoulda been a good little girl and used the block button mrgreen But then...well...maybe it would have been better if I had. Because I would get online at teh beginning of the school year and it just felt so lonely. I know I'm an idiot for getting used to talking to someone, but I guess...it was just...omg, words words words, they're so EVIL. If people could communicate with just feelings, it would make so much more sense! I just wanna explain that one thing that I feel...I want to tell someone, anyone, but I've not got the words! And when I try to think of words, the wrong words come to mind. They're too strong. It's so odd. OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOH. This is making me nuts, trying to think about these words words WORDS!
It makes me so dizzy. But then...well...to be a little blunt, I know how this whole thing sounds. It sounds like I'm a whiney little baby, just trying to get attention from wherever I can get it. And the next line would be that it's not working, at least here. Dear dear dear...I have got to stop. I'm chasing myself around in circles.
And I also have to stop having my little internal conversations. I can basically have a conversation with a someone but me being both sides. And it's too easy to do.
"Work when I should"
~nepie
 nepie · Tue Jan 02, 2007 @ 01:57am · 0 Comments |
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