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"Two Tiny Stars "
Two tiny wounded stars,
fell to earth one day.
I hurried and gathered them close to me,
before darkness could sweep them away.
Anxiously I took them home,
and kept them safe and warm.
In my humble home they lived,
secure away from harm.
In laughture and joy we lived each day,
as if it were something new.
So happy were we in the peace we found,
we never saw the darkness that grew.
So suddenly the darkness closed in,
and in a torrent swept all away.
Leaving broken and shattered lives,
where once a family stayed.
Step by step the darkness robbed,
all that once they lived.
Until tiny stars withdrew inside,
not trusting enough to live.
.......Ahnemesis...AKA Irahatam
©Copywrite 11/05
For Little Johnny and NyNy. Gammy still loves you very much.
If this world would have been able to see beyond it's own self-importance, secret agendas and lies, it would have seen that ____ (husband) and I were the best choice for Johnny and Nytie. But because the world cannot see clearly anymore, in that the legal system that we all are at the mercy of has clogged itself with it's own laws, DFACS and the Courts were able to ruin another happy family. Somewhere I read that when one loses a child or children to DFACS and they are denied every chance to be together, the emotional impact to them is as if each other has died.
I remember the time I was finally able to see little Johnny and Nytie after they had been taken by DFACS. ____ (husband) and I as their grandparents and in truth the only ones who ever took care of them, were not allowed to see them for a month. When I saw them there was none of the joy I use to see in their eyes. In fact nothing lit their eyes. They were robotic and unresponsive. Something they had never before behaved like. They were this way because of the trauma given to them by DFACS. DFACS and their jumping to conclusions, twisting of words, laws and indeed their own laws, is what made Johnny and Nytie forget who we were and the time they had with us. It was in truth to painful for them to rememeber us. And self preservation made them tune everything about us out. They hugged me only when the woman taking care of them told them to. And they did so as if they didn't know me. I knew then that the children I had raised in my home were gone forever.
We tried to get them placed with us in ___________. But DFACS once again delayed their own process. Eventually _________ (the mother) got them back, after losing them three times. She has them now and I am still worried about them because _________ (the mother) has not changed. Little Johnny is distant and will not look you in the eye. And Nytie clings to anyone who will show her any attention.
________ _______ (DFACS worker) once said to me that she didn't care about what anyone else wanted. She only cared about what happened to Johnny and Nytie. This was the typical DFACS method of minimizing our value, the care and love we gave, to the kids. A way to say we didn't and don't care for them like they do.
I didn't tell DFACS my reasons for anything that I did. I didn't trust them. Having seen how they operated when my mom was in foster care, I wanted to be able to tell my story to a judge only. In the end it is only Johnny and Nytie rights that was taken away.
I was summoned to court many times by DFACS. But never once was I allowed to take the stand in defence of my grandchildren. Never once was I allowed to tell the events as they happened. Instead the judge ignored the entire case and took DFACS word over my right to be heard. I realized then that in the judicial system, no one has to be heard.
Even the lawyer that we had, would not let me take the stand. He said it wasn't a good idea. Choosing instead to bow to DFACS and play their game, he gave us all the wrong advice and didn't do a thing to get us heard. He was more concerned with his check, than what was happening to our grandchildren and family.
The last day I saw him he stepped out of the courtroom as DFACS workers exited the courtroom behind him. He was trying to convince us that because Johnny and Nytie were still in DFACS custody, it was going well. I'll never forget how he looked as he stood directly in front of me perched almost on his toes as he strained to see the amount of the check I held in my hands and to make sure it was written out properly. He spent more time seeing to this, than he did in explaining to us what went on in the courtroom.
The bible says that in this time of the end Satan would be out to destroy the family unit in any way he could. He did so with Adam and Eve and it is clear to see what he uses today to accomplish his goal.
No one questions institutes like the Courts or the Judicial System or DFACS, because no believes in God or the values taught in the bible anymore. Even taking God out of the picture you still have these powerful organizations who care nothing for doing whats right because their own laws bind and confuse them and others at every turn. During this mess I realized that these places were not about whats right. They are all about the power they get from being able to have unreasonable control over peoples lives.
________ ______ (DFACS worker) said it best while talking to a distraught father after he walked out of the courtroom and was denied seeing his child. I don't know the reasons behind his distress because I didn't listen to what was being said. But I do remember and will never forget ________'s (DFACS worker) behavior and what she said to this father after she looked at me. She said..." She can do anything she wants, but I have control. " then she threw her head back and laughed out loud, " I love saying that, I have control. "
I thought to myself, this type of person is who passes judgment on others and has final say over my gandchildren and my right to see them, then revels in and flaunts her power in front of those who she has rendered powerless.
To DFACS, everyone, especially family, is an abuser. And they themselves are the hero's of he world.
 Irahatam · Sat Dec 30, 2006 @ 02:29pm · 1 Comments |
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