crying crying crying i cried that much times!!!
first one, was when were watching this scene of passion of the christ (at church camp) and R.V. (the dude that was doing the speech) was making a speech on how jesus died on the cross for us and how we should share some of that pain because he shouldn't have to. at first i felt nothin, but everytime the hammer hit the nail and made it push deeper into jesus, anna let out this like sound of pain. and that started to make me cry.
second time, was when after the movie, we were doing adoration. its when all the lights were turned off and there was a table with the cross and candles surrounding it and we kneel for about an hour and sing songs of praise and worship. i didn't really felt like cryin at first. and then i heard a sob, turned around, then saw chris was crying into his hands and he was REALLY crying. he told us he had lots of stress to wear off, and then most ppl started cryin because he got us in the mood. and then after when we were done, OMG! it was awesome. we started singing songs HELLA loud and it felt like angels and jesus was there and the WHOLE room was REALLY loud.
the third time was yesterday night after mass, when the family was suppose to be there and eat with everyone that was in camp and their families. thomas was there, i asked him to walk with me for some air, we started talking, and then i broke down in like a second and let MY stress out. and we started talkin and thomas letted me cry some more and made me laugh. normally he's not good at it. he SUCKS at mushy stuff like those. but he was good that time. he even calmed me down and made me happier, made some more peace inside myself......
i have a lot of people to thank for because of that, all that. if you think that jesus or god doesn't exist, come with me for the next life teen meeting, and hopefully for one retreat (that's what it's called, for church camp), it might change your life as it did for half of the people that went to there. and DON'T SAY YOU DON'T BELIEVE. JUST LISTEN AND FEEL.
 AlisaAngel · Wed Nov 22, 2006 @ 03:00am · 2 Comments |
