Hello agian, i kno i have already done this once before but tonight i need a shoulder to cry on and yet i dont have 1. my cousins ditched me at there house and my bf signs off every time i sign on which i think is really mean. not only that but he never answers any of my messages me and my 2 cousins and my si s planned for me and another person sleep in 1 room then the other 2 sleep in a diif room but now every 1 has left me in a room all alone. but of course no 1 cares case there all upssesd with the computer in the other room. i feel so unloved right now and any other day of my life that u can think of. im tired of having 2 yell over every 1 elses voice on the bus just to be heard. im tired of having to listen too sum 1 lie. for example NICOLE! "im going to be in a movie thats rated "R" and my bf will be Zac Efron and im gong to be a fifteen year old" BLAH BLAH BLAH! im so frikin tired of it! not only am i crying now but im also FURIOUS AT ALL THE PPL THAT LIE AND USE ME.......MYLES! IM SORRY TO INTERUPT UP "LETS ALL HATE ON JENNA FEST" BUT TODAY IM BURNING THAT FESTIVAL DOWN SO U KNO WAT, U CAN JJUST KISS MY WHITE AMERICAN A-S-S! im not some 1 u can just use and lie to! i have a persernality unlike sum of u i kno......JAMES! i m sorry if u dont like me BLURTING OUT UR NAMES ON GAIA BUT IM ABOUT TO GO INSANE CASE OF U GUYS THAT TREAT ME WRTONGLY! I KNO IM ALRWEADY INSANE BUT IM ABOUT 2 GO 2 THHE MENTAL INSTITUTE HERE! EVERY 1 IS ALWAYS WHIPERING SOMETHING ABOUT ME! PLUS THERES PPL OUT THERE THAT DONT KNO WHERE TO END A JOKE! U MIGHT AS WELL KILL THE WHOLE THING! AND DONT WORRY UY CAN JUST BLAME EVRY THING ON ME! DONT WORRY, IF U DONT CARE Y SHOULD I? I MEEN ITS POINTLESS FOR ME TO DEFEND MY SELF WEN U GUYS WONT STFU AND LET ME FRIKIMN TALK
! IM SORRY BUT ITS REALLY IMPOSSIBLE. THE ONLY THING THAT EVER WAS OF USE TO ME WAS MY IPOD! NOW ITS GONE! AND NICOLE IM SO FREAKIIN TIRED IF HEARING TELL EVERY 1 ON THE BUS THOSE FAKE STORIES ABOUT PASSSING OUT AND UR "ASTHMA" AND I ACTUALLY HAVE THAT SO I KNO WAT IT FEELS LIKE AND UR NOT BREATHIN REALLY FAST U START GASPING FOR AIR. GOSH U FREAKIN IDIOT! U SHOULDNT EVEN TALK ABOUT THINGS U DONT KNO ABOUT OR WANT 2 B! CASE UR NOT A MODEL AND UR NOT GOING TO B IN A PLAYBOY MAGAZINE! UR A TABLE AND ACCEPT IT CASE UR NEVER GOING TO B ANY THING MORE THAN A LAME HOOKER! SORRY BUT ITS THE TRUTH AND U KNO BUT UR GONNA IGNORE THIS CASE U KNO IM RIGHT AND UR WRONG. IF U REALLY WANTED TO BE RIGHT THAN TALK ABOUT SOME THING U ACTUALLY KNO ABBOUT! fOR EXAMPLE BEING A HOOKER, A TABLE AND THE METAL INSTITUTE! THOSE ARE THE THINGS THAT I DONT NOR WANT TO KNO ABOUT! AND IF U THINK IM NOT GOING TO MENTION CHAIN LETTERS UR CRAZIER THAN ME! IM TIRED OF THEM LIKE THOSE ONES ABOUT THE CLOWN STATUE! IM SCARED OF CLOWNS NOW! EVRY TIME I C 1 I RUN AWAY SCREAMING"GO TO HELL CLOWN!" I DONT THINK U WANT TO B AROUND IF I DID THAT SO NO MORE IM TIRED OF THEM! AND THE 1 ABOUT THAT LITTLE BOY THATS DEAD! I COULDNT GO TO SLEEP THAT NIGHT! I KEPT ALL THE KNIVES IN MY CLOSET! I DONT CARE IF I T SAYS"IM GONNA KILL U IF U DONT SEND THIS TO ALL UR FRIENDS" DONT SEND IT TO ME CASE ILL PUT U ON MY HATE LIST! AND NOT TALK YTO U! ALSO U GUYS ALL THINK THAT I JUST SIT ON MY a** AT THE COMPUTER BUT NO I OBVIOUSLY DONT! I SEW,COMMUNITY SERVICE EVERY OTHER WEEKEND, RIDE HORSSES AND DIRT BIKES,PLAY MAN-HUNT IN WALMARET AND STARE AT THE SUN FOR HOURS! SO DONT ASK ME Y I SIGN OFF!
 Calypso_Princess · Sun Nov 19, 2006 @ 05:41am · 0 Comments |
