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Sam's P.O.V.
Alone. Just one word decribes of how i really feel and act around other people. Alone. The way that is best fit for me in the world i live in. Alone. The
way how i am treated by my family. Just that word...tells other people who i really am.
My name is Sam. An average teenager that goes to Sakura High school. I have no friends in that school. I am my only friend. I am the only one who is different from other people in the school. I have really dark blue hair that almost covers half of my face. I wear dark colored clothes and dark colored shoes. The cloest thing to any light color that i wear is brown. Most of the time i paint black nail polish on my finger nails at times. The people of the school think i am werid, but i don't care. I don't really pay attention to the people around me anyways.
My hobbies are drawing and listening to my music. I don't play sports because i never am really good at it and nobody wants me on there team. My other hobby is being all suicidly everyday. A few times i cut my wrists in every direction of my wrists. I know...you think it is stuipd. But if you were in my postion..you wouldn't think it was a stuipd thing to do. You would think that you would be doing yourself a favor for the world and just die. Trust me...if you were in my postion you would do the same. I am alone in the world. And everyday of my life is a living hell. i also over dose on pain killer pills. They help me relax a few times and forget my pain when i need it. But if i take to much of it i would pretty much die. I wouldn't care if i died. The sooner i am gone the better it is for other people.
My parents think i need conciling but i tell them just forget it. Just let me live my life just like how you lived yours. After that...they never seemed to bother me anymore. Just like i wanted. I wanted to be alone. To have not a care in the world. And have the world not care about me. This is my life....and how i live it.
 -StaarShinee- · Wed Sep 27, 2006 @ 09:11pm · 0 Comments |
Walls around my heart that can't be knocked down by force, but of pure love.
You Are A Symphony Of Stardust....