Im doing very good, tho im catching a cold, and my fam is awful. i feel like puking when i talk, oh but im always sick!! well maybe if i did,t live in such a negative environment id b much better.... im also worried about my fav person in the whole world besides cat. hes going through something, and i cant help him because of personal reasons..... i mean, he is perfect, and it breaks my heart 2 move on, but, its obvious we arnt ever meant to b. so it breaks my heart that hes going through this i want 2 run to him and hold him, tell him everything is going 2 b ok because i love him, there r many diff kinds of love. tho the love i have 4 him is the rarest kind i know its pointless. he never tells me anything anymore.....i miss him soooo much.... but im alwayz going 2 b by his side even if he doesnt need it, i made him very mad 2day that he left....i think it was me....probably. but hes so popular ^_^ and cute, things will change, they have 2, they just have 2!! i wonder if i could exchange my future happiness so that he gets happiness now. im gonna ask, then maybe he will b happy. i really would sacrifice my happiness 4 him. he is just the best person besides cat that ive ever been lucky enough to meet. ughh my head ughh i feel like im gonna get sick must sleep.... crying
 lil_qt_cat1 · Sun Sep 24, 2006 @ 06:30am · 1 Comments |
