im done being a major loser, i think if i meditate wen things are effecting me, really helps me....tho i lost some1 very special 2 me, and i dont blaim him. but every1 has regrets in life, it just wont b the same without him, he just really made me more normal then any doc or pill. i treated him badly, i abused him....and i just realized b4 hand i was being really stupid...i will miss him very very much, i done care if it takes years b4 he trusts me, i would still b there because i didnt realize how lucky i was to have some1 so great that cared about me, not in a sexual way, but a special way....i will always regret what i did, but im not getting depressed about it because that really doesnt help me at all. so i will just remember the good times and hopefully some day we can make more good times.
 lil_qt_cat1 · Thu Sep 14, 2006 @ 08:21pm · 1 Comments |
