Yah as soon as you push that ball up to the happy point you slip and the snow ball falls... yah that pisses you off but as you watch it roll down it gets bigger.. and bigger and bigger and finally when it hits rock bottom.... It hits you car and crash!!!! Its gone and so is everything in you car....
Well this is how im feeling cause we still havent gotten the police report and it seems like everything is just not going our way.... We have no luck..... Not a week after my accident my father got in one... My real father... yah well he was on his motorcycle and it got stuck on throttle ((or somethin like that)) and he ran right into the back of a truck. He totalled the front of his bike and instead of going to the hospital he was stubborn and just went home.... even though hes hurt... But he swears he isnt.. its just stinging here and there..
what else happened.... OH YAH Im still in a lot of pain and cant do many things that i would normally do... everything is just painful and depression has yet again set its highway..... everything is depressing and i dont have a little car to go around and find things to do... Also it seems a lot of car accidents are happening and everytime i see one i get really sick to my stomach.. i dont know why...
Oh what else... im single yet again.... thats my fault i geuss... some s**t happened in that relationship that i didnt want to deal with.... And my tribe declined my enrollment.... it sucks
UMMMM oh the last thing... today i found that one of my birds is dying... Her names clue and she is one of my favorite birds... Shes blind so she only likes a few people, my mother and i.. But she has always kinda favored me... so i love her to death and have noticed that the past couple weeks she was throwing up all her food... i pointed it out to my mother but she said that it was normal cause it was breeding season. The past week though ive noticed her getting weak and not responding to when i talked to her. She started making her baby noises too.. which wasnt normal. I looked in her cage two days ago and notice the entire cage floor was her throw up and today mom finally picked her up and atoumatically started crying. Clue is way too light and her crop isnt taking food... Its making her throw up.... So right now we are trying to save her.. but it looks impossible... looking at her makes me cry....
Im wondering how far this snow ball will go.. i wonder if it will stop before it hits the bottom... but i dont know if it will...
 Ishira Tsubasa · Tue Aug 08, 2006 @ 08:38am · 0 Comments |
