These feelings haven't changed yet, so they wont start to now.
I face it every day,
The horrible truth.
Its hard to comprehend
Whats happening at this time in my youth.
I see the two of you together
And behind your eyes I see the regret,
Because you went for the bait he held out for you
Before he caught you in his inescapable net.
He controls your every move and impulse,
And all you want is to be free,
But you put yourself in that cage
And then handed him the key.
You made unreasonable promises
Which haunt you as you sleep.
And as your days with him go on,
They get harder to keep.
And all I can do is stand here,
And watch your life fall apart.
Because you dont want to leave him,
Youre afraid youll break his heart.
But my heart is already breaking,
For I know a secret you've kept from him.
Its about what your heart really feels,
And who you would prefer.
As you tell me over the phone,
Down my cheek roles a tear.
Because you told me youve always loved me,
And that feeling wont disappear.
I sat there listening to you
As you poured out your heart,
And I though about our options
To make a new start.
But youre still confused
And you dont know what to do.
You want to be with me,
But youre afraid of hurting me, too
So I'll sit here confused and hurt,
As you figure out what to do and how.
And Ill repeatedly tell you I love you
Because if these feeling havent changed yet, theyre not going to start now.
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