I don't know what the hell is wrong with me, but lately I feel very useless and like I'm causing a lot of people unhappiness. The trouble is that they won't come out and say it if I am. Sometimes I see this look of either aggravation or pity in their eyes. I don't like it at all, but I just don't know. I feel like my BF is unhappy or depressed about something that involves me in some kinda way. I see it when he looks at me. His eyes just seem so sad and lonely like he wants to tell me something, but it would break his heart or mine if he told me. I mean I could be just imagining it, but I just don't know. Well thats it I guess. Oh yeah Mack if you're reading this I mis you and you're in my prayers every night. I'm glad you're okay. So take it easy and don't stress yourself.
 Cassius Black · Sat Jul 22, 2006 @ 11:29pm · 0 Comments |
