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I'm working on making my own profile. Not quite sure what the theme will be...maybe it'll match my new buddy icon(s). lol. It will be "special" muhahahaha. Yea, totally bored.
I have one really special talent that can be used for evil ((as it has been once or twice)). Imitation. I can imitate someone's voice really easily, just by listening to it. It's "mimicking" if I mean to use it in a bad way and "imitating" if it's meant to be good or neutral. For example, I got Maura in trouble when I mimicked her in Dynamics, but I imitated Carrie Underwood when I sang.
YEa, I really did get Maura in trouble once, but I honestly didn't mean to sound like her. Just one too many days of listening to her talk. I got fed up, I mimicked. I've done other people as well, mostly imitating, once or twice mimicking. I imitate people singing mostly.
But my singing is really bad because my voice is like a kid's. It's not good at all. That's why I never got to do anything special in choir. My voice is crap, and Dr. B knows it. Erin thinks I sing well, but not as well as....no, not saying it. It makes me feel crappy to say it. For everything Erin has said, she sure sticks to that fact. Indecisive would be the word for her.
But singing is the one thing I've stuck with. I've never given up on it, not like with everything else, like writing and drawing and piano, all of which I started again after a long time. I love to sing, but I'm not good at it. Well, okay, that's not entirely true. I can sing in tune at least. It still makes me feel down emo
For the 1st time in ages, I had a good dream. I was singing on some kind of American Idol spinoff dealie, idk but it was fun. Actually, all the contestants had to sing with a partner, like a duet sort of thing. The team that won got the record deal and whatnot. Me nd my pratner came in second. She was sooooo pissed off at me. We had gotten to the finals, I forget what we sang, but for the final we were singing something from Phantom. I totally froze up at the performance. YEa....the weird part was that my cat threw up during the dream. When I woke up and went downstairs Sunday morning, there was identical throw-up by the front door. Perfectly identical.
Now it's back to nightmares. Well...the one from last night won't happen, so there's no harm in just saying it. It was strange, to say the least, and I barely remember any of it, except for one part. I was just standing there, staring at my forearms, which were criss-crossed with cuts, all of them bleeding. I was either screaming or trying to while I watched it. I was so scared. When I woke up, I immediately checked to make sure it really had been a nightmare. Just a few bug bites, no scratches, cuts or other injuries, recent or past. No blood. Freaky. One of the more disturbing nightmares I've had, but not the most. Another disturbing one involved me slitting my wrists with my fingernails. Woke up with red lines on my wrists where I slit them in my nightmare. That was absolutely scary. I'm just glad my nails weren't longer...or sharper. lol, sharper. The reason I died in the nightmare, or was about to. I woke up before it got to that point. Not the only nightmare where I've woken up shortly before dying. The most important one I don't want anyone to be bothered with. It's a nightmare. It'll never happen...right?
Nowadays, I can't be sure of what is real and what is not.
"I betcha Lucky Lindy never flew so high."
~nepie
 nepie · Tue Jul 11, 2006 @ 10:41pm · 1 Comments |
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