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Hallo, hallo again everyone :3 Nice batch of comments on the last entry . . . not D: It was a serious entry, for a person, for a serious life. Gawd, if everyone just wants to give me emotes and/or call me emo, that's not going to help. At all.
Anyways, I'm trying not to rant or vent too much about anything... just here to update.
My (math)teacher called the day before yesterday and yesterday. {These are mine and his exact words in just a little part of the two hour talk we had Wednesday} Him: "What do you mainly do when you're doing your math? Where does math come in on your school day?" Me: "Well, um . . . I mainly just guess . . . I don't know any math at all. And it's always last." Him: "I see . . . well, hopefully with my new schedule for you, you'll be able to do some math, bring up your confidence, and start thinking positive." Alright, now, I like this teacher and all, he's a cool guy, don't get me wrong. But I just couldn't help but insult him . . . in my head. First off, what's all this his schedule? I need a schedule for doing schoolwork now? Yeah, it takes me an hour, hour and a half at the most, but now I'm only allowed to take 10-15 minutes to do math work and 10-15 minutes to study D: Second, what's all this, be able to do some math, bring up your confidence, and start thinking positive. HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA!!! HE'S A RIOT!! I'll never be able to do any of those things. My confidence/self-esteem will always stay below 20%, and I'll probably not start thinking postively until I reach... my dying age :3
Anyways, if you haven't guessed, that's mainly what I've been doing. Playing catch-up and study in school, and also cramming in more video games. Plus, SOMEHOWSOMEWAY, I'm sleeping more. I fell asleep last night at 10pm and woke up at 5am this morning. WTF?!?! It's supposed to be, fall asleep at 6 or 7am and wake up by force from mother at 3 or 4pm. What's all this sleeping at night about?! Gosh -.-
I've been feeling a lot more sicker, and shaking a lot more lately. I don't know rather to let it go, or do something about it. But it will eventually go away, won't it? "Yeah, once you're DEAD!" Well thanks! x:
Well, hmmm, I think that's it. A little bit of ranting... some venting of just building up anger and sorrow... all is well within :3
I hope some people take the time to actually read and actually comment
Olive_the_Monkey_Ninja · Fri Apr 21, 2006 @ 04:52pm · 1 Comments |
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