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Beyond Irritated
Well, I hope everyone has had a good day, my night has turned bitter and sour after playing the stupid limbo, ugh I get to friday and what happens??? I fail! This clearly shows I am not meant to gamble and I have terrible luck ugh..... Anyways, I voted for the first time today, it was pretty cool though, got a little 'I voted' sticker that is inside my wallet now. Hmm got my hair cut, which was turning into a must because it was getting to long, yeah I have short hair. Few hours ago I could put it up but the pony tail was pretty small, now, I cant do that nor is it capable of getting in my eyes cause I had my bangs cut just a little. Yes... I have short hair and is often mistaken as a guy, ha probably because of my short hair and my choice of clothing but anyways. Hmm I could probably rant a whole freaking page about this walmart incident that happened to today but i'll only just tell yall about it instead of rambling. Anyways so I had to pick up a few groceries so we went to walmart after we had finished lab, me and two other of my friends. anyways, he went to the electronics and me and my other friend went to the frozen food section. She was looking at these hmm, I think it was vegetarian dinners or something but anyways, I went down a little looking for the pot pies and I turned around and seen this old-ish guy, or man or whatever talking to my friend. Dunno why but it was irritating me so i walked back towards her real slowly, watching them, and he kept looking her up and down which made me super irritated. He was talking to her about something and was asking her questions which it wouldn't have bothered me if he wasn't eyeing her like a piece of meat, stupid pervert but anyways, ugh. She would glance at me and I would just have this smile on my face, but it wasn't a regular smile it was just..hmm I don't know anyways, he was standing a little too close for my liking as well. Heck he was probably 29 or 30 years older! You know that weird vibe you get from some people? Yeah I was feeling it anyways. He eventually walked away but I swear I kept looking around for him just in case he was crazy or something, pthss you can never be too careful these days, its ridiculous. I swear all the way home I still was thinking about it and now that i'm writing it now, i'm still irritated. Maybe irritated isnt the right word but, hmm. I cant describe it but maybe I should try and quit being so hmm defensive and hmm.... I dunno, but he asked what she was going to college for and she told him. I already had it in my mind if he would have asked me the same question, pthss I would have said I was going to be a COP but now that I think about it, I would have revised that and said something like, 'A cop so I could put all the perverts in jail for trying something completely inappropriately....' Yeah I wish he would have asked me. Now you think I might be over reacting but...just imagine your friend is standing looking at some frozen dinners and this 'man' just walks up and starts asking questions like where are you from and money questions and all kind of stuff and he just seems like he is getting closer to her and keeps looking her up and down.... yeah that was what I was seeing and hearing..... and I didn't like his smile either but whatever..... stare
10 Lessons that need to be learned.....so far:
(1) Learn to control hormones
(2) Learn to speak my mind
(3) Learn to be more open
(4) Learn to be more outspoken
(5) Learn to be less shy
(6) Learn to say no
(7) Learn to control my thoughts
( cool Learn to be less cowardly
(9) Learn to let things be
(10) Learn to actually study