I’ve contemplated on becoming a Vegetarian and lately I’ve been thinking about it again. I guess it’s because I notice it’s quite difficult to be one if I tried. Simply because I don’t do much shopping and I can’t relay on the one who does to pick things out because they wouldn’t understand.
Anyway, the reason I really thought of being one in the first place is because of the animals. I love them and I can’t stand of thinking about what happens to them in order to become food. Plus, I feel horrible and sick just thinking of eating animals that I happen to personally know. I use to like crabs and lobster but now I can’t stand to eat it simply because they stare at me…
The animals is a big part of the reason why I wanted to be a vegetarian but another was also because it’s an extremely healthy lifestyle. But the hard part about that is keeping to it and making sure I’m eating the right kind of veggies and preparing the right dishes that give me a balance meal.
But it’s unlikely that I’ll ever become a vegetarian or be able to have the will power to keep at it AND make sure that I’m eating balance meals. Seriously, I probably harm myself more that way than the way I’m eating now…well the lack of food I’m eating. I know it’s not healthy to eat once a day and only a small thing too. But I can’t help it though, there’s hardly food in the house, well most of the time and when there is, it’s nothing I want to eat.
I can’t force myself to eat something I don’t want/not in the mood for because I end up puking it out once I finish. And no, I don’t mean that I purposely do it. I became nausea and dizzy then the next thing I know I feel like I’m about to vomit and I do. Seriously….people do get sick of certain foods, especially if it’s something they constantly have in their life.
For example, cereal….I use to have cereal constantly, every single day for every school day until my graduation. Once I enter highschool I stopped having it for breakfast because I literally got sick of it and couldn’t have it anymore. Then I started mixing it up. On some days I have poptarts, or bagels, or peanut butter sandwich and sometimes butter on toast. Whatever I was in the mood for (and what was in the house) I would have it.
I ramble on…and I forgot what the purpose for this was. Meh, whatever. lol
I’m still posting it.
 DamnBlackHeart · Thu Oct 20, 2011 @ 03:15pm · 0 Comments |
