It's my brother's birthday, he's 17 now 3nodding heart Anyways, I'm writting a new peice right now; I'm sure y'all will see it soon enough. mm..I leave for the cruise tomarrow after school lets out. It'll be nice, I'm really looking forward to a break from it all..I really need it. Yesterday night I hung out with DJ and a bunch of other people, but I dunno what happened. We were just really getting to know eachother, and I couldn't help trusting him completely..he was telling me about how before he was really shy, and quiet and like me. And that he had gotten depressed and everything..I dunno why but I went into the fact that I just got over being depressed..because of the breakdown in Show Choir and Mom H. and everything..he was there for it. He was like the first person who came over to confort me. He told me about before how he had tried to commit suiside and cutt and everything..you would never guess it knowing him though. I am definatly alot happier now..I think it's over. But I know I'll still be quiet and shy and just..a hard shell to crack, I'm still going to be closed, except to a few extremly close friends. Because thats just who I am..and I know DJ and Courtny and everyone I'm close to knows and respects that.
Random thought: It seems like everytime I want to go and write something like this..or a letter I'm not one to waste words. For the most part atleast..but when I write it's so long.. and yes..I am trying to make up for being away for over a week by making lots of entrys sweatdrop ninja
Current Song: American Idiot--Greenday
Poem: So far sucks, or as most of you put it is 'awesome' It'll be done by the time I get back from the cruise, maybe anouther as well.
Have a good one guys.
 angel08 · Wed Sep 29, 2004 @ 08:44pm · 3 Comments |
