Its like 1:54 in the morning where I am and I should be asleep.
Today was like every other day.get up.look at myself in the mirror and cry my eyes out.brush my short nappy hair and go to the kitchen to grab an apple.
then i rush out the door to avoid seeing my mom.
go to school.
get called names.
come home.
skip doing my homwork to help my mom watch my sisters
clean the kitchen
take out the trash even though its my lazey brothers job.
clean the bathroom.
clean my room.
go back to the mirror.
say im an ugly b***h and that i hate myself.
attempt to kill my self but stops because i know mom needs me.
eat dinner.
go to the restroom to puke up my food.
brush my teeth to et the foul taste out,
cry.
stay up all night on this stupid god damned web site.
repeat.
do i wish for a better life?
hell yes.
but will i get one?
hell no.
high lights of my day?
i have god and if i lose him i wont have anything.
 sarafina_star13 · Wed Nov 17, 2010 @ 08:03am · 0 Comments |
