Yesterday, *him* and I shared a conversation that lead to the both of us agreeing that it would be best to remain friends.
I ended it with him because he still has issues to solve for himself and it sucks for him and I because he really seems to have deep feelings for me and I do not. I already know that he loves me, he even slipped out the 3 words and claimed he didn't mean to say it.
I knew he meant it because I was kind to him and accepted him despite the fact that he does certain things that I not only approve, but don't participate myself. I gave him romance and opened my heart to him, but I guess I wasn't feeling the spark. I completely lost romantic interest in him or did I?
He did not say those words by mistake because it was his heart speaking and when your heart speaks, it's 100% genuine.
I do see myself marrying him if I ever wanted to; he's sweet, cute, funny, loyal, compassionate, and mechanical since he is a self-proclaimed "handyman". I can picture him taking care of me as I do the same for him.
But what almost had me changing my heart was when he expressed to me that he thinks of nothing else when he is with me and that he feels good when he is around me. I swear if things were different, I'd stay with him and I know he'd do anything for me.
Thank God, his mother decided to pick him up from campus and take him back home. I HOPE that he and his mother can work things out and make amends. I also hope that he remains home to clean up his act. Who knows? If he cleans up completely, there might be a chance that him and I will try again. . .
I wish him the best!
Lady FOS Community Member 
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