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depressed... so, its been 9 years to the day that my brother died... he was 3, i was 9, and he was an angel. he touched so many lives in his 3 years here on earth. he was born with a defective heart, and he had his first heart transplant when he was 8 months. he went through over 50 surgeries in his lifetime... he was at my school when he died; he had gone because he needed to develop his motor skills. i still remember that ambulance coming into the school. my heart sank then, my heart is sinking now, and the only thing keeping me sane right now are my cigarettes... its been 9 years, and the more time passes, the harder it gets. tears are rolling down my face as i write this, and i wanted to say that, thomas, i love you, and i miss you buddy...you touched my life, along with countless others, and i miss you so much... ..im g... ******** it....

Posted by: drakken22 Mon Feb 27, 2006 @ 10:31am

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Commented on: Mon May 08, 2006 @ 05:50am


	Im sorry about your brothe, and i believe you, he is an angel, but he wasnt meant to be on earth for very long, and as to the people he touched, he probably saved their lives.Dont worry, things will get better for you im sure of it.But wherever your brother may be, im sure he wouldnt want to see you so hurt,try to think the best of it(sounds weird i know) but if you need anyone to talk to, ill be here^^ heart May your brother live eternal happieness wherever he may be. heart

Commented on: Fri May 12, 2006 @ 01:50am


	heart i feel real bad about your brother i wish there was something i could do heart

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Commented on: Sun Jul 02, 2006 @ 05:35pm


	I'm very sorry to hear thta. i don't know how its like to lose a brother. if I lostr charlie or colin I'd be a mess. I'm sorry.

Commented on: Fri Jul 07, 2006 @ 11:02am


	aww, baby, i am sorry about that... -hugs you- well, i know u miss ur bro! but you have me! and if u ever wanna talk you know where im at!

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Commented on: Fri Jan 18, 2008 @ 03:45am


	I am sorry for ur loss.....It is horrible one of ur loved ones.....I don't know how it feels to lose a loved one.........but I hope u feel better.....Ur brother is never really gone....he will always be with u in ur heart........

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