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I'm lost and confused...
I don't know what to do anymore...I love my gaia fiance...but we hardly talk anymore...I know that he's having some difficulties in his life...and i'm most likely adding on to those...I feel so lost...I really do want to be with him...I have no doubts...but he does...he thinks I might cheat on him...which I wont...i love him too much... *sigh*...in the beginning i did have doubts i admit that..it was because he has a lot of friends that are girls...and my friends kept on saying he's just playing with my emotions... a few days ago....i found out that...he...*sigh*...i was crushed...betrayed... For some reason it always happens to me... I still want to be with him...but now he wont answer my messages. I just want to talk to him....like we used to... I dont know...I...i'm so confused.... My heart is aching to the point that i just want to die....i want the pain to go away... I want to trust you my love...but from now on...there will be doubts in my heart...my certainty about the trust between us is now gone... I dont think i'll be able to handle another crisis...
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