Dear Journal,
Today is my 1710th day playing on Gaia, and I got questioned about my feelings for someone.
Wearing the retainer for the 784th day now, and wore my retainers.
Do I love my crush, or is my crush just a crush.
I don't know what love feels like because I never felt it before.
I've only felt loneliness because no one wanted to be with me.
Even as I grew up I didn't have any true friends.
I always just somehow stopped becoming friends with them.
But I guess it doesn't matter for my childhood "friends" because I'm a whole city away.
I do like my crush though.
I wouldn't mind holding them in my arms as they hold me in theirs.
We could cuddle up next to each other at night.
We could hold hands as we go places... but that might never happen.
Talk to you later!
Mystic_Nova Community Member 
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