hello. hi. hey. do you remember those words? I can't. even the simplest of courtesies have vanished, and they were replaced with insults for a little while. even that was better than this. being ignored, being loathed, and not knowing why. you couldn't even tell me? you honestly couldn't tell me where all this came from? what are you hoping to accomplish like this? intimidation? sense of dominance? do you just need someone to pin a lot of things on? I have always tried to do exactly what you wanted. two years. and with a couple of words, they vanished. I'm not your friend? the hell I'm not. the [********] I'm not. what do you call what that was, then? what do you call all that time? do you understand the gravity of all of this? oh, wait. I'm sorry. pixels. right. you always seem to use that as your counter. well, excuuuuuuuuuse me.
you know what's nice? that everyone knew before me. thanks for being so kind.
well, after deliberating, I've come to a conclusion. I can say with utmost certainty that I haven't done a thing to you. And because of that, I don't really have any other way to go about it but to say that you don't have a real reason. And you know what the best part is? I'll never find out if you do, because you're never going to tell me. 'Cause you're cool like that. Am I right?
In a sense gone / Never take friendship personal
chai high · Tue Mar 09, 2010 @ 10:46pm · 0 Comments |