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I really do...not only do i not have the balls to go trough with it...but i would be a hipcrite because i've always been against people who want to kill themselves....and even stronger against people who cut themselves....
i guess it's just been a bad day...but.....there are thease three girls...that just have been getting on my nerves...
crystal, angela, and tiffany.
it's ok..i can mention their names...cause none of you know them....
But for the past week, the only thing i've been thinking is " i want to die..."
" I want to die...."
" I want to die!"
i feel so emo, and thats making me feel even worse.....
Tiffany is the one that has been making me feel the worse...cause i feel bad aout all that i've done to her...i feel bad that she wants to much and i can't give it to her.... and so she points out everything that's wrong with me...
what's wrong with not wanting to fight?
she wants me to change who i AM completely and she can't see it...but she makes me feel bad about it...and now i want to kill myself...
but i can't because then i'd be a hipcrite.... i mean...there's just as much s**t wrong with her than there is with me.
she's selfish, i'm selfish,
she's a hipocrite, i try not to be...
The only thing that sets us apart.
is i can spell...and she can't...
i can't really put into words how frikin pissed i am....i'm frustrated...that i sound so emo....I HATE EMO PEOPLE!!!
I Love being me....if she doesn't like it, she could have stopped being my friend a long time ago....
 alex whitticoax · Wed Feb 01, 2006 @ 12:20am · 1 Comments |
