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	My Heart Refuses To Beat
	My Heart Refuses To Beat


It seems like every time I start to really love someone, they slip away like they were never even there to begin with, and it hurts. I could continue this entry by going on about how much I love and miss them, but it's a waste of time. They'll never read this, never come back...I can't even begin to tell you how rare it is that I let myself cry in front of those I care about. And when I lost you, I found myself only shedding one tear. I guess that's because I knew that if I let myself go on, I wouldn't stop. Most people this year perceive me as being harsh, not sensitive at all but...That isn't true, not be a long shot. I'm more sensitive than anyone could ever imagine, I just have issues with getting my feelings across at the worst of times. And right now as I type this, I realize that not everyone you fall in love with is gonna stick around, or love you back...and that hurts the most. I have to believe that I can move on....without you, chances are I will, and never see you again. But just know this, that even though you didn't stick around, it was worth so much to have you in my life, even as brief as that time was. I love you baby... heart [img:c8bc61b7c5]http://i661.photobucket.com/albums/uu332/Dekka_LuV/Horrid.gif[/img:c8bc61b7c5] "[b:c8bc61b7c5]I was a heavy heart to carry. My beloved was weighed down; my arms around his neck, my fingers laced a crown. I was a heavy heart to carry, my feet dragged across the ground, and he took me to the river, where he slowly let me drown... My love has concrete feet, my love's an iron bar, wrapped around your ankles over the waterfall....I'm so Heavy...[/b:c8bc61b7c5]" Sardonic Excitement · Mon Dec 07, 2009 @ 01:30am · 0 Comments


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"[b:c8bc61b7c5]I was a heavy heart to carry. My beloved was weighed down; my arms around his neck, my fingers laced a crown. I was a heavy heart to carry, my feet dragged across the ground, and he took me to the river, where he slowly let me drown...

My love has concrete feet, my love's an iron bar, wrapped around your ankles over the waterfall....I'm so Heavy...[/b:c8bc61b7c5]"

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