I feel so alone...my heart is broke and will not heal. The darkness around me makes me feel hate, so unwanted. That I don't matter and I'm just taking up space, for someone else. The thundering clouds seem to call my name, whispering to me. "Its time to leave, no one loves you, no one wants you, your worthless and un-needed." I cry to myself, for I'm alone, that its true, but I don't want to leave. But the darkness fills my broken heart with pain, making me gasp for breath. Why am I so hated, so unwanted. When i need someone there for me I'm alone, but I will always be there for my friends. I care for them with all of my heart even if its shattered into a million pieces. My tears soon dry and I'm growing weak, no one will come and save me, so I start to walk towards the dark clouds that call my name.
Yuki, If you ever feel like this again, I want you to call me. No one deserves to feel like that, especially you. Please, you don't understand what will happen if you fall into the dark. You'll be split in two. Like me. Amber is the one I have to fight, while Nikki, keeps falling farther and farther away. I am always here for you, no matter what you ask, I will try to give. I'm sorry you feel this way, I just want you to know I will always be waiting if you need me. Please, just call me the next time you need someone, ok?
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Neko_Bukuro · Community Member · Wed Nov 18, 2009 @ 04:23am
SAME HERE!!! you really need to talk about this stuff to people ok!!!! seriously..... we are all here for you!
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1angelic_scream · Community Member · Thu Nov 19, 2009 @ 12:26am