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I live in fear, I have learned that nothing is ever as good as I wish.
That if he says he loves you he normally doesn't mean it.
That if he says "only you" he normally means me and two other girls.
And yet...here you go, proving all I know wrong.
You mean what you say.
ou say sch sweet things that you actually stand by.
How is it that one person can tear away all of my knowledge?

I still am scared, I tell myself to delve and revel in the wonder of you. In the pleasure you give me. Yet survival is telling me to be wary. Yet even with other girls putting
heart on your page...I don't care.

I remember your arms around me. Your hand holding mine. Dozing off while curled up with you. How the words roll off your tongue.
I remember that. Then I remember having to ask for you to say my name.
That happens t me too often.

But...I don't care any more. You steal my breath and make me weak at the knees. I've never felt so beautiful than now, while I have you. <3 Thank you.