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I'm Done. I'm Not Taking This From You |
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This is dedicated to those who have caused me pain, suffering, drama, and tears. This is for those who blame me, who won't listen, and hurt me. U know who u r I don't need to point it out. I don't need u blaming me. I don't need u if ur just going to harm me. I'm done playing ur sick, twisted game. I'm done listening to ur yelling. I'm done listening to ur harsh words. Grow up and learn the whole truth and act on it maturely for once. I've seen 7 year olds handle this MUCH better than any of u have. All u do is blame one person. U know nothing. Ur blind to all of the facts except a tiny amount. U blame me for all of this, yet all I did was seek a friend, someone to be there for me. All I did was care for someone. How do I know if he as faking or not? I acted on what I heard. I did nothing wrong, U r the one taking things out of context. I told him to leave the matter alone. It is not my fault he chose not to. Maybe he was right to refuse to listen to me. I can talk to who I wish, u don't own me and no one will. U think ur protecting her, but ur hurting her more. Poisoning her mind with only ur thoughts and opinions. U give her no slack.
People just don't get it. I don't mean to do things wrong. I end up messing everything up tho, apparently. I'm sick of people blaming me when I wasn't the only problem. Maybe I don't know where to go or who to turn to. U don't know who I am or my thoughts. I fight the urge to kill my self every night because of u. I blame u now, u don't care that u've effected every aspect of my life and I mean EVERY single one of u who have a part in this. I'm sick of pretending that ur right and everything is my fault, when not all of it was. I don't think I've cried as much as I have because of u. So I went to him for help so what? I didn't know he'd yell at u for anything. I told him to be quiet he didn't listen. That's not my fault entirely. So he kissed me, that's not my fault entirely either. I kissed his forehead to show that I wish him to get well. It was NOT my intention for him to kiss me. U need to listen to the full story and quit just blaming one person cause u think it'll make u feel better. It's stupid and childish. I'm done listening to ur lies about me. I'm not a whore. I never plan to be and I think it's wrong of u to assume so. Watch what u say. I am mentally slow, so calling me retarded hurts more than u would think. It's true. I'm not the brightest person. I make stupid little mistakes every once in a while, but u act like it's bigger than it is. Most of the stuff barely effects u. Yes I deleted him, but only because I was stupid enough to think u ever really wanted me as a friend. I don't think u ever did. I think u were just gonna drop me later on. I shouldn't have done it, but now what does it matter? He'll hate me eventually and soon I'm sure most of gaia will as well. I don't care if I have no where to turn. I'm sick of it. I don't need people who won't listen to me, who won't understand my point, who blame me for every little thing, who call me things I'm not, who tell me what I am just cause it'll hurt, who's only mission in life is to watch me slowly suffer as friends. Ur not friends, ur people who need to grow up more than I do and I'm still young. Most of u r older than me and r acting worse than I've seen 3 year olds act. This is an old game and I'm done playing. Go ahead blame me sure. But realize, I'm not the only one at fault and when u just blame me, ur at fault too.
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Those of u who I'm talking about, u've been deleted from my friends list and if he does wanna talk to me still I add him back. Ur not real friends when ur like this so why should u be on my list?
 gothic-vampire-girl88 · Fri Nov 06, 2009 @ 05:58am · 1 Comments |
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