I seriously am sick of people being....fake, nosy, pushy and mostly uncaring. The one person who ever asks if I'm ok when I'm here at school only asks when I'm feeling fine but of course that dampens the mood and then I do start to not feel fine. I'm in a funk because of all this junkand I'm so so so sick of it. I want to be home. I miss my family (which includes my friends back home). I don't really feel that any of my friends here at school are family. The one person who had real potential threw it all away in a really horrible, nasty, hurtful e-mail. I don't know if I'll ever be able to forgive her for it and I know that our relationship will never entirely recover. I want to be home. Home is so simple. I miss my mom too. I know it sounds childish but my mom is like my best friend and I miss her comfort and advice. AND I've only been day for 2 DAYS!!!!! Damn these people who are messing with my mind. scream
 CelestialAurora · Thu Jan 19, 2006 @ 07:31am · 0 Comments |
